My Support

One factor that is very supportive to me is my family.  From my husband to my , they help and encourage me in daily journey.  

My husband makes sure my girls get to school for their exta curriculum activities and  he takes my son and I to work.  Without him  I will be stressing and worrying how I would balance my mommy's duties and my work resposibilities.   I would have to find a job that would allow me to work from 9am to 4pm.  My son would have to find a job closer to home and would have to help me more with his sister.  Not having my husband would have a big impact on my life and my children's lives.  I would not have a sense of security if my husband was not here.

My children are very supportive around the house.  They help me by doing their chores.  Having my children away for the summer showed me how much I depend on them.  I realized how spoiled I have become.  My children cleans my house..  The only time I do any cleaning is when family is coming in town and even then the kids are doing the work.  ( I do my room and my bathroom).  Not only would I missed them doing the house chores,but I would missed their laughter and the arguing.  I would missed them begging to do things or to go somewhere.  My children are my strength.  I press for my goals to show them you can do anything with God on your side.

Lately I have be dreaming been paralyzed from the waist down.  I see it being a struggle for me to handle.  I can saw me depending on my family more.  I saw me being confused, questioning God, why he allow this to happened to me.  I can also see me fighting both good and bad.   The good is pushing myself to the limit so I will be able to walk.     The bad is allowing the mad and anger feelings building up so that I am yelling and disagreeing with every one.  My supporter were my family, my theropist, my church family and friends.  Being in that situation would be very difficult.  I am very activity and always on the go.  Most of the time I am doing for my self.  Having to depend on someone is not me.  If I asked you to do something and if I feel like it has been enough time to get it done, than i would do it.  there would be so many emotionally development that I would have to overcome and new culture that I would have to adapted.    Without have people around me to encourage me, I do believe I would have mental break down or fall in to depression.
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